twenty four hours in which i didn't think of drew...because you were there. it was nice to wake up next to you. more than once. sleep and wake and you're still there, something i hadn't really expected out of you. it was nice. a nice valentine's night, and post valentine's day. spent completely sober.i didn't even want to smoke when i was with you. you make me want to be a better person, for some reason. you make me not want to be such a slut, because i know i was. and when i was with you, i didn't want to be. i just was happy.
there's such a thing as comfortable silence, i think. when you can just shut up and be with someone. because you want to be there. because for some reason, you feel comfortable with their eyes on yours.
i can still smell yummy cute boy smell on my hands. it's a good and happy thing. i like yummy boy smell. and you definitely smell yummy.
i'm happy. not even happy, really. just content with the way my life is going right now.