test = assraping.

come home to sleep = radiator breaks, maintenance never comes.

radiator breakage = sauna like room.

slept all damn day.

neal visited, that was the high point.

i participated in the date auction, it was for a good cause, and i wanted to see how much someone would bid on me...

answer? $50.

damn.

andy doesn't want me.

i feel like shit. i try to be open with people and i get killed. i like andy. he knows that.

damnit.

fuck him, fuck drew, fuck everyone. i don't need them. i dont