this is what i just sent to you on aim:

okay, i'm gonna be honest and then i'm gonna run off. rather than get hurt, i think i'm just gonna tell you the truth...i really do like you. a lot. and i feel like i'm wasting my time fucking you because it seems like you don't want any part of that, and i feel like we're both using each other. and i don't like that. it's not that i don't like it, i do. and i can usually do this sort of thing with people and not get attached to them. but this is different. for me, anyway. and i guess i shouldn't even be writing this, as i'm sure it'll chase you off. but i'm sick of playing whatever game this is. so yeah. you know how to reach me if you still want to.

and then i ran away. put up an away message that simply said "hiding, just hiding". i'm going to be just another kim to you. one of those girls that you can just leave.

my profile on aim right now...

situations get fucked up and turned around sooner or later

and i could be another fool or an exception to the rule

you tell me the morning after

crooked spin can't come to rest

i'm damaged bad at best

he'll decide what he wants

i'll probably be the last to know

no one says until it shows and you see how it is