i'm supposed to see [d.] today. but no, he hasn't called, hasn't gotten online and i am left to sit here and wonder if he's stood me up again...it's not something he hasn't done in the past. ::frowns::
I could call adam.
But i don't want to.
[d.]...he's caused me so much trouble in the past month and a half alone...but i miss just sitting there on the couch in his apartment, watching powerpuff girls at three am, or sitting crosslegged on his bed tying his legs together with his shoelaces while he plays halves of emo songs on his left handed guitar and i sing along.
"So thanks for all you've done, but i won't LET YOU GET THE BEST OF ME."
--ataris, song 13
when he tries to sing quietly, he sings out of tune. i wonder if he knows that. i wonder if he can still be my friend.
do you remember?
can i forget? yes...for you, i can.