three hours after he left, [d.] has still not returned. if he lies to me...if he lied i might cry.i think i would cry.
i haven't really cried over some little piddly thing like that in a long time.
have i forgotten how to feel?
what do i do when it all goes wrong?
i'm not like this. i'm going insane. i'm already in love. i already have someone. i don't need this, need him.
but i don't think i have a choice.