party tonight. it's meg meg and my roomwarming party, which means i will be fall over drunk by midnight. also, i'm almost out of cigarettes...perhaps i can get mark to buy me another pack. i am queen shit on fuck mountain at mooching money for cigs. i gotta quit smoking. and get a job. or something.

make some money somehow.

ry ry spent the night last night, it was fun. the show at hairy mary's rocked, retrograde is always fun (and they are soooo nice) the elg crew played well although ryan broke his wireless system during screwdriver, but i didn't so much dig on a pale horse. all their songs sound EXACTLY alike. grrr.

craig and i talked for about half an hour sitting in one of the booths. it's so funny to talk to craig...we've now decided that we never dated, we've always just been friends. the five months that we DID date for were just some sort of fluke thing. i asked him last night who devirginized him then if we never dated...and he held up a hand. i laughed my ass off.

he's such a little boy.

why am i so damn tired? i slept for a long time last night, i should be fine. i'm thinking my back hurts because i've slept on the futon too damn much lately.

i'm going to see AT THE DRIVE IN. THEY AREN'T DEAD. i'm so excited. i can't wait a few months!!!