yeah, hi. i'm fucking depressed AGAIN. GODDAMNIT!!!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!! WHY THE FUCK CAN'T I JUST HAVE ONE WHOLE GOOD DAY??? WHY? FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU.

all i want to do is curl up in a little fetal ball and die. i hate you so much for putting me through this, for making me this way. for telling me one thing and doing the opposite. i hate you for this. i hate you for making me feel the way that i do. for making me look into your eyes.

i wanna paint the whole fucking world black.

i wanna break something.

i feel lethal.

i feel dangerous.

FUCK YOU.