so andy's off somewhere, maybe at home, probably heading to omaha. i'm lonely. i could go hang out with casey tonight, or maybe RZ again, since we get along really well. he's gonna learn how to skateboard with me. i like hanging out with him because he's got a girlfriend so i don't feel pressured to do anything at all and i can just be stupid kate. which i am. a lot.so i just figure that yeah, i'm going to be lonely tonight, and i think i'm okay with that.
maybe i'll go be lonely with casey, get him to buy me perkinsy goodness and whine to him about just how much my life is sucking the big one right now. he puts up with it well.
i'm failing out of school, i just got dumped, i'm not getting anywhere with the andy situation, and even if i do then i'll have kim to deal with...
oh, and i also have LOTS of debts. this is not so much good. maybe i should just kill myself and be done with it. make things easier. wait...i'm terrified of death. this doesn't work. okay. so no death. i'll take cake instead.