so. today: almost died rollerblading, went shopping, village inn for lunch. later: being babysat by holly's friend tony whilst holly and nathan go have wild monkey sex.i'm smiling.
and very ready to go home, and see everyone again. there's a new direction my life seems to be taking lately. and it's a good one.
"and it stretched for centuries to a diary entry�s end where i wrote, You make me happy when the skies are gray...you make me happy the skies are gray and gray and gray."
~bright eyes, the calendar hung itself
i'm happy, because of someone.
and the skies are something of a gray color here.
but i'm still smiling.
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later:
i now know why i could never be a country clubber.
and i'm looking forward to going home, and i'm hoping that someone else is happy that i'm going back soon. ::fingers crossed::
sleeping alone is made more lonely when there's the possibility that someone might care that you are.