oye. so yes. the crush thing. it's still there.

but i think i'm dying.

i can't survive this summer alone.

i can't live with the fact that i hurt and alienated the five people i loved the most in the entire world.

that i broke the heart of the one boy i will ever truly love.

that i am the biggest bitch and loser in existence. i don't deserve to live.

i want to die.

i'm going to go wander the town and if i'm lucky get hit and die.

515.480.0823 is the cell number.

call.

please.